Asylumbound
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Is destinies choice for me to live in such a wretched place?
Sleepless nights, unfilled dreams.
This isn’t how its supposed to be.
The whole world seems tainted, dreary, and prolonged.
Ruined by the ghost of this once love.
A life no longer recognized.
Your presence is cruel and unrelenting.
Serving only as a promise of what could have been.
Love, laughter, playfulness…
An observer of times passage, I participate no more.
All options exhausted, all avenues explored.
The only course yet untraveled…..a life of quiescence.
Forging ahead, forever changed.
Forever holds the sound of your voice,
..the look of your face,
……the feel of your touch.
If capable of ripping out this heart, locking it forever away,
Not an instant of hesitation would pass.
For the future would see your influence no more.
Locked away in a dead mans chest.
Dormant and silent.
Sealed within loves memory.
In that dark and secret place, where all great memories reside..
Childhood fantasies, teenage musings, hopes lost, and the treasures of a life time.
There you would remain.
I do not know if fates fortune twice yields.
I wait for a kindred soul.
Life’s pursuits deferred.
Afraid of nothing, wanting nothing.
….I live no more.

Sleepless nights, unfilled dreams.
This isn’t how its supposed to be.
The whole world seems tainted, dreary, and prolonged.
Ruined by the ghost of this once love.
A life no longer recognized.
Your presence is cruel and unrelenting.
Serving only as a promise of what could have been.
Love, laughter, playfulness…
An observer of times passage, I participate no more.
All options exhausted, all avenues explored.
The only course yet untraveled…..a life of quiescence.
Forging ahead, forever changed.
Forever holds the sound of your voice,
..the look of your face,
……the feel of your touch.
If capable of ripping out this heart, locking it forever away,
Not an instant of hesitation would pass.
For the future would see your influence no more.
Locked away in a dead mans chest.
Dormant and silent.
Sealed within loves memory.
In that dark and secret place, where all great memories reside..
Childhood fantasies, teenage musings, hopes lost, and the treasures of a life time.
There you would remain.
I do not know if fates fortune twice yields.
I wait for a kindred soul.
Life’s pursuits deferred.
Afraid of nothing, wanting nothing.
….I live no more.
